By Gail Rubin
Stephanie West Allen was stunned when her significant other suddenly died in 1988. She hardly remembers the funeral and still feels badly about being unprepared.
Ten years later,she watched her husband struggle to pull together a meaningful funeral for his mother,who had left no directions. Observing his grief,Allen felt that knowing what her mother-in-law might have wanted would have made holding a funeral so much easier.
Based on those experiences,Allen wrote Creating Your Own Funeral or Memorial Service:A Workbook. In 1999,she registered October 30 as Create a Great Funeral Day as a “holiday” with Chase’s Calendar of Events. This year marks the 12th annual celebration.
“Back then,Create a Great Funeral Day was a very bizarre idea,” said Allen. “Some people got angry and a number of funeral directors were resistant to the idea and considered it competition. There’s still a lot of resistance to the whole notion of planning ahead.”
The idea behind Create a Great Funeral Day is to think about how you would like to be remembered and to let others you love know how you’d like your life celebrated. The family’s experience of funerals is so much better when a loved one expresses their desires and values before dying.
“The people who are left behind are so grateful to have this already done,” said Allen. “And planning your funeral in advance,regardless of your age or state of health,is a good way to think about ‘What is my legacy thus far and how am I going to change,improve,or affirm it as I move forward?’”
So why do people hesitate to discuss funeral planning,let alone do anything concrete about it in advance?
Social psychologists cite the Terror Management Theory,that all human behavior is ultimately motivated by the fear of death. Death creates anxiety,because it strikes at unexpected and random moments,and its nature is essentially unknowable.
The awareness of our own eventual death,called “mortality salience,” affects our decision-making in the face of this terror. Many people decide to avoid the topic.
Create a Great Funeral Day prompts us to be mindful and self-aware,to plan reflectively in advance,rather than in reaction after someone dies.
“There are people who approach funeral planning with fear and resistance,and they’re probably the ones who get angry or uncomfortable when thinking about their funeral,” said Allen. “For those who are motivated by love,planning is an act of love. If you’re afraid,then you’re probably afraid in lots of other areas of your life.”
She added,“Someone else said ‘The way you die is the way you live.’ I believe the way you plan your funeral is the way you live. Did I have a fun life? Was it kooky,rich,giving to others? It’s a metaphor.”
Allen had previously stated she’d like to have a Western barbeque to celebrate her life,but now she’d only do that if the beef came from grass fed cattle. She said her mother was mortified by the idea of a cowboy-themed service.
Still,stating a plan is better than no plan at all. Far too many funerals wind up with a “rent-a-minister” who didn’t know the deceased talking about theology. When there’s a death in the family,relatives may return to a religious tradition they had abandoned years before. Unfortunately,many will find such traditional funeral services don’t meet their emotional needs.
“To have some person who doesn’t even know you stand up and talk about belief systems not shared by half the audience –or the deceased –that’s just so inappropriate,” said Allen.
Allen suggests spending time on October 30 to avoid the specter of a “facelift funeral.” That’s a memorial service that goes through the motions of honoring the deceased but offers no emotional healing. A facelift funeral follows a cookie cutter form,with no personalization that connects the bereaved to the deceased.
Consider the purposes behind the memorial service that you plan. Allen gives these reasons:to remember and celebrate your life;honor you;facilitate a sense of closure for those in attendance;give attendees an occasion to say goodbye to you;allow people from various segments of your life to meet each other;allow people to express their thoughts and feelings;begin the grieving process;provide an opportunity for those in mourning to support each other;confirm the finality of your death;and to celebrate and support your departure to an afterlife.
Use Create a Great Funeral Day to avoid a facelift funeral. Change from fear of funerals toward courage to plan ahead and talk about it. It’s an act of love to plan and communicate your values.
To help sort out values,Allen recommends the Personal Values Card Sort exercise http://westallen.typepad.com/idealawg/2007/09/do-you-know-wha.html or http://casaa.unm.edu/inst/Personal Values Card Sort.pdf
Gail Rubin is a Certified Celebrant and the author of the award-winning book,A Good Goodbye:Funeral Planning for Those Who Don’t Plan to Die, (http://AGoodGoodbye.com) and The Family Plot Blog